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Hikari



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PostPosted: Wed Jun 05, 2019 8:46 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I already talked about this,
I just fell upon one old comment, so I wanted to clarify my thoughts about living in a big city:
I don't understand why other breatharians feel that living in a big city is stressfull and deprive them from prana, I don't understand either why they feel disconnected from nature.

I don't feel at all that living in Paris is stressful and to me... there is nature everywhere. There are trees, big parcs and giant forests that surround Paris..
The only thing that there is not is the Ocean.
I don't feel at all that there is an increase of speed of life either.
Life is very peacefull to me and it feels like living in a village with small communities..each district of Paris feels like a village.
I come from the countryside..and I was not so much surrounded by nature there.
I lived in a small village, there were fields surrounding my house and my best friend lived in the middle of a forest.
But I don't feel I was closer to nature ...partially because I could not go anywhere without a car..distances were big.
Now in Paris, I walk so much everyday. So I get the time to notice more the birds, and trees and flowers and the little things.


I guess it really depends what we focus our attention on.
I remember when I was working in mechanical research, I used to be very unhappy living in Paris. I felt I lived only to pay my bills.
Now I feel much more at peace. Of course certain days I still deal with sadness and depression but I think I am beginning to feel happy living in a big city.
I realise: from an inside point of view, once we are well integrated and feel at home there , we don't feel anymore that there is an increase of speed of life, that it is overcrowded and that it is lacking nature.
We feel that we live in a big community where people are helping each others and with people from all other the world, we see diversity and culture richness and we are able to notice that nature grows everywhere and that wifi, generators ect is less powerful than nature and cannot trouble us if we feel grounded.

We also feel that we have all the opportunities to spread our message.
As there are all type of mouvements, from veganism, freeganism, animal rights, permaculture.. if we want to fight for something ,we have all the exposure we want...and if we spread our message the right away..it can very fast become really big....While I feel that if I was living in the nature, disconnected from everything, I would live a much more selfish life. I could not be part of communities with people that wanna make a more equal peaceful world.

I saw a documentary about hippies that gave up their life living in big cities and gave up all of their possessions to come living in caves near by the ocean in some Spanish island.
They basicly live like tramps.
Well I lived in the forest in Africa in a very poor country (Uganda) for 3 months.
Now I really manage to appreciate how lucky I am to live in a big city from a developed country, with comfort and infrastructures.
I don't find that necessary to leave all of my possessions (but I don't own much anyway) and I don't find that necessary either to live like a tramp sleeping in a cave somewhere on an island to feel free and more connected to the universe.
I need to be in places with lot of people that have all kind of beliefs.

I think that: We can feel free, grounded and connected to the universe by living in a polluted city, and if we work out, are vegan, eat very light, do not smoke, do not drink alcohol sodas and fast often..we become very strong and powerful to my opinion and almost (maybe completly) invincible, so even pollution cannot really harm us...and that: other people (the people that are still sleeping, overconsuming and under hypnose from commercials and medias) notice it, and so maybe we could even manage to influence them and make them open their eyes that magic and fantasy is real and exists.

That is why it is so important that I manage to become breatharian, because than I will live my dream in a big city. I will be the living proof that what I was told to be impossible is actually the most truthful thing that exists in my reality. So it will be like living a fantasy. And I want to live a honest life . I do not want to remain weak and keep on doing useless unecessary things that are bad for myself and for others...and that are depressing on top.
I do find that depressing that I should consume things outside of myself to 'stay alive'..it does not make life magical at all. So I am not going to give up my breatharian path.
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PostPosted: Thu Jun 06, 2019 8:14 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

I agree with you that it doesn't matter where you live, as long as you feel comfortable there. I live in a big town in England and sometimes wish I was in a village -- then I realise I wouldn't be able to get anywhere, because I don't drive. Public transport is very efficient where I am.

The way I live my life, my philosophy and consequent actions, depends on what I have in my head. Success or failure is arbitrarily defined, and habits are what count. I know I have some long-standing habits that are not helpful, and as a first step I'm attempting to change the way I think. Intention is key, but it does have to be followed by action.

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I guess it really depends what we focus our attention on.


Exactly.

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Well I lived in the forest in Africa in a very poor country (Uganda) for 3 months.


That sounds like a good experience to look back on. What were you doing there??

If you can see your way to living a life consistent with your values in a big city (or a cave), you can bring it about. It doesn't matter what the people around you are doing.

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I do find that depressing that I should consume things outside of myself to 'stay alive'..it does not make life magical at all. So I am not going to give up my breatharian path.


Nor am I, Hikari... and I'm glad you used the word magical. We are magical. We need only to believe it.
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PostPosted: Fri Jun 07, 2019 6:31 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Candid wrote:

That sounds like a good experience to look back on. What were you doing there??


I was volunteering for an NGO,
I did different things like volunteering in a clinic , helping nurses to help vaccinating the new born babies and helping people with AIDS.
Also assisting teachers in Schools
Visiting families, helping them with permaculture. Planting seeds.
Also I shooted an intern documentary (for some investor).

But I felt very useless.
People there do not have anything, it was heartbreaking . Everything that we have, they don't have it.
No running water, no electricity (well at least many have solar panels but it remain very unstable), no supermarkets, no roads, very bad wifi , no comfort..I lived surrounded by insects from all kind, like giant cockroaches bigger than my thumb, that are everywhere (now I made peace with insects and do not fear them no more)
It was like living on an other planet. With people living in extreme misery.

Lot of pollution, lot of garbage and dirt.( because no infrastructures, no garbage trashcans...)
I wanted to go there to know what it feels to live in a poor country and to see for myself. But it was really worse than what I could ever imagine.
Now I know that the other part of the world lives in worse conditions than our pets for us to over consume and that is total injustice.
We take from them .
They have corrupted gouvernements and all and are kept so poor so that our industries can produce massively at low cost.... this is what I understood from all this.
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PostPosted: Sun Jun 09, 2019 7:57 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

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PostPosted: Sun Jun 09, 2019 8:02 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

There is something that makes me upset:
It is people that need to tell me that my music is gloomy and creepy.
I don't know if they realise that nowhere I claim to be talented?
I am just training myself, and when we train it is important to try over and over and over again.
If we never train, we never progress.
So if those people tell me this because they hope I am gonna stop, well too bad for them, because I am never going to stop! so if they don?t like what I do they should just not listening to it !! (the world is a huge place, so they probably gonna find an artist they enjoy somewhere)..
And if all the artists would listen to the people that tell them they should stop producing because they do gloomy stuff, well ..the world would be a very sad place because there won't be any beautiful piece of art anywhere....So to the people that would like me to stop expressing myself:
Are you not able to realise that even the most talented artists had to train a lot before they managed to do something really good?


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PostPosted: Mon Jun 10, 2019 2:26 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

well I failed totally again ...
I started eating everyday again
all the worse stuff
like hummous, eggplant with sesame seed spread, bread
( I just ate a full bag of 360gr of wholewheat rolls from M&S!!! with one avocado and than raw dark chocolate with coconut and xylitol)

I know this is really unhealthy.
I became sick several times this week because I think I often ate really too much ...I remember I felt horrible a few days ago after I ate a full box of eggplant spread I bought from the supermarket (with additive and pretty bad stuff in it ) with a full bag of corn cakes of about 25 cakes!!! around 135 gr)


I told about this to a friend and she told me she thinks I am hurting my body to do this (eating a lot than fasting several days)

Well I started thinking about that.
I do not want to believe I hurt myself, I think it is a depressing thought that is not going to help me move forward.
What is helping me to move forward and that I like better to believe is that I needed to experiment the horrible feeling it is to eat too much of one or several things so that I understand that food is not healthy (I think that if I become sick after eating a certain amount of it, it means it is not healthy no matter the quantities)

I feel mAny people would get upset or think I am dumb or deluded and would tell that the truth is not what feels comfortable for me to believe but is something universal that works the same for everyone.
But regarding my own body: I think that my own body (as my own feelings and my own thoughts) belongs to me alone so I am the only one who has the power to decide how my body works, what is harmful and what is good for it.
So I do not feel that overeating than fasting several days is really harmfull but it certainly does make me sick to eat too much ( but eating just a little bit also maybe does not make me sick right away but makes me sad, upset negative and depressive) so for my own good I must do what is right...and hope I will finally do it!!!


I also noticed on several occasions now as I took the time to meditate on it, that this feeling of hunger my body creates sometimes is in fact hidding something else, it seems to be an habit my body took to express negatives emotions like frustration, sadness, anxiety...and when I manage to resist to this feeling of hunger I felt incredible joy and peace a few moments after...(so it was really worth to resist)
Because if I eat, not only I do not feel better, but I can also overeat and then become super sick...)

So I guess my own truth is that I need to reprogram myself with the way that I interpret how my body works that is the most helping me to become stronger, better and happier.
Because if I would just believe doctors or friends or random people , well I would take anti depressant pills, I would cheat on my veganism everytime I would feel a bit down (even vegan friends told me I should eat eggs time to time) , I would still be sick from my auto-immune disease and probably be in a wheel chair by now, I would not be able to do the split, , not be able to play bass super fast and the most complicated pieces (after a really bad hand accident from the left hand that made me loose all sensations and flexibility in one finger and that doctors told me I could never get back)....
I would not have been able to find a training as a sound technician, would not have studied mechanics, would not sew and design my own clothes, would have never been able to earn money from modeling, from translating, would not have been able to learn music softwares and compose my own music and write my own songs...and soooo many other things..because people constantly need to tell me limited things and try to put me in a mold . Or interpret things from their own point of view unable to imagine anything different. (and also having points of views that were teached to them that they never tried to experiment if they are really the truth, they just blindly believe what they read and what seems to be the most common boring thing to believe)

Well I could basicly do nothing if I would listen to people rather than myself so I think I will keep on trusting me alone and interpret things how I think this help me to move forward.


And at the moment I do not manage to resist always because at the moment many things makes me anxious and when I am anxious I forget to listen and pay attention to my body.
Well I guess that is the price to pay to want to live in a big city rather than in the countryside . So maybe that is why maybe it is harder for me to become breatharian, but that does not mean I will never reach my goal.

I started to realise as well that I am very lucky to know one thing that helps me to compensate all this stress: it is dancing!! stretching ! and just taking constantly care of my posture . it really does help to feel energies and to feel less anxious. And I hope I am not gonna over eating again because it felt really horrible. I became so sick , I wanted to vomit than was bloated on top with headache and horrible thoughts again and a uncomfrotable feeling in my blood that I believe is the poison that is inside every piece of food that I eat.


I also know that this path I am on, is something that I cannot share with anyone in real life as most people are not able to understand this.
And I must keep strong, because the people surrounded me have beliefs that are very different from mine and I absolutly do not want to get influenced by them. I do not want to share anything and have anything in common with what I witness people do and believe on this planet .
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 11:52 am    Post subject: Reply with quote

Hikari, you didn't incarnate on this planet to shun other people. You came here because you have wisdom to share with others.

There is no need to starve yourself, or to eat food that hurts you.

Everything in your life right now is telling you you're going the wrong way.

I know you can do better.
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 5:55 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Don't worry! I am doing very fine now!
Today is full moon and it always have a deep impact on me.
I believe I can feel full and new moon's highest pick inside my body and this morning I felt it around 9h-11 am
And I also have my periods..my periods are often in phase with the moon cycle
So it is a time right now of letting go wrong habits...
I think and realized that often before full moon (by the end of the cycle, the 2 last weeks) I start doing things that are very negative and that I hate to do (like overeating this month, last month I think I became aware of the wrong things I focused on..well each month I do something very unhealthy just before fullmoon) .
And since the beginning this year, there is only one month when I did not have my periods at the same time of full moon and it was in march..I got them 5 days before..but all the other months I started bleeding during full moon...so it is not a coincidence to me no more, I think I am really in phase to the moon cycle now.
Every month since my awakening (that I believe happened first in June 2017 and was confirmed in November 2017 when I believe I was visited by ETs) I have to let go and liberate me from something.
And if I manage to liberate me at full moon during the highest pick I know I will never come back doing that thing .
I must just be aware that this is the thing that full moon is going to help me to let go.

Now I think I understood really deep into my core that I must not overeat no more and I also understood that I do not need to eat much and that at the moment it is ok if I still eat everyday but I must not eat on mornings no more and take that habit and must not eat more than 2 fruits a day ..at the moment I still eat dry fruits and I started eating oat again because my body is telling me that oat is the thing that will help me to get rid of wheat and corn addiction completly. But I think I will not overeat no more but still eat everyday but no more than 2 times a day and really small quantities (like a fruit and some dry fruits or a fruit and some oat ) and I will see next full moon if it is gonna be the time to reduce to once a day .

I had pretty good news today now so I think I am also in a creative process, I am creating my future right now and that is the reason why I am in phase with the moon and I bleed at full moon.

Anyway, I hope one day I will become breatharian completly...but it is hard as I am surrounded by people doing very unhealthy things and talking about subjects that I find really depressing at the moment so it is already very hard to not feel down by it and I already feel very awkward because it does not seem to me that there is anybody else that could understand and believe to what I experience in my life. Even though I evolve in the musical , artistic world...I feel most people really lack deeply imagination and only believe stuff that were brainwashed to them. Even if they are into celtic music and elves ..they do not seem to believe it for real.
The difference with me is that I believe magic and fantasy to be the real truth.

And I know that this fullmoon is the last one of liberation until next winter.
Because last year I remember during summer until the winter equinoxe I went through a deep transformation and at each full moon I became aware of new powers. I became able to do the split, to sing very high, to play super fast..I remember the day I discovered that I could sing very high was after full moon in August and 2 days after I was with a friend and we witnessed many UFOS in the sky...so summer is an intense time and I can't wait to discover what I gonna become aware of this year. But I already got very good news today..so I feel like I already know my future...because I am creating it right now.


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PostPosted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 6:26 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I think the date of Fall 2021 that I said previously is still the limit.
Because I also got confirmation during this full month by synchronicity many times again that this date is a date of great change.
So I believe that is the time when I will finally be breatharian
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 6:46 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I think I must first get rid of my wheat pop corn and chocolate addiction before trying to fast for too long.
Once I'll get rid of that, there won't be much that I would still eat.
And with oat I manage to limit me to small quantities, so it does not seem to be as addictive as wheat and pop corn because almost everytime I ate wheat and pop corn I overate than got sick.or became obsessed by it if I stoped eating it before it made me sick.
But now I trust myself that I will overcome it because I suddenly understood that it is really not doing anything good to me ( I can't focus, it gives me pains in my body, it is hard to diggest and it is addictive) and it is nothing more than poison.

With chocolate it is a bit harder, but I do not eat chocolate everyday no more, I think this is the thing I gonna keep until the very last as a reward, but eat it less and less often (at the moment I eat chocolate 2-3 times a week, sometimes I manage to eat it only once a week) and I used to eat a lot everyday. I would like to eat only a small bar of 30gr once a week.
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 17, 2019 9:45 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

Candid wrote:
You came here because you have wisdom to share with others.



Personaly I do not believe I have any wisdom to share to anyone.
I am not even sure people really exist.
To me they are avatars or illusions from my subconscious.
It is as if my daily life was just an other dream.
And most of the people surrounding me, I don't feel like I can share anything to them...they have their point of view and their belief so they are too closed in their mind to listen to mine.
And I can tell just by the face expression of people, when they don't like me or find me weird. People get very easily upset if we talk about anything that is different from the mainstream and it is already difficult to be vegan in Paris lol...most non vegan people only think I am dumb and follow a trend. They do not understand anything deeper than that. And just by listening to them I can tell they are not open minded on anything different than what they see in TV and listen on radio or read in the mainstream.
It just seem to me that my subconsciouss created me one really good friend that is able to be in phase with whatever I talk to her and it really seems supernatural ..so I think my subsconscious is going to create more of these...Since it is realising that there is no point to create situations of discomfort and pain and sadness all the time as magic and supernatural things are much more pleasant to experiment.
I don't think I came to this planet to share any wisdom to anyone. I think I came here to accomplish myself
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PostPosted: Tue Jun 18, 2019 9:28 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

seriously I can't stand men on this planet, I am fed up by all this misogyny I must constantly face!!! it is horrible that we women we must hide our face hide our voice hide our writings because so many men are just mentally sick and perverts and gonna contact us imagining themselves totally twisted things!!! So I warn all the crazy men here that I am not reading any of my private messages anymore and I AM TAKING SAFETY MEASURES:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT EVERYTHING YOU WRITE TO ME BY PRIVATE MESSAGE IS GOING TO BE READ BY SOMEONE ELSE THAN I AND WILL BE REGISTERED AND SEND TO THE POLICE IF THE CONTENT IS NOT APPROPRIATE Wink
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PostPosted: Wed Jun 19, 2019 4:05 pm    Post subject: Reply with quote

I precise as well that inappropriate messages that are public on my space (on this forum,in my facebook or my blog or anywhere else ) will also be denounced to the police.
by inappropriate I mean: messages of sexual nature, insults, and vulgarity as well as perversity and death threats)

(So really be carefull when you post here, the 2 previous males or bot that wrote on this thread both wrote things that were not appropriate and next time this happens I am not going to tolerate it and will take legal action Wink
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